Wednesday, August 27, 2008



Friends


hello friends


i'm officially down with flu! i've not had that for ages, whats wrong with my body, its getting weaker and weaker ): felt feverish in the library today, but i figured it was due to the overdosage of integration <---- hatessss. haha studied with zhihe, jinghan and shihui (: studying with friends seem to lighten the burden of the act itself. at least we have laughs to release some stress! haha had a good laugh today about... many things!


for instance: i was showing zeehee how he could use his eraser easier by cutting the paper wrapping shorter! and he (can't rmb what he said) teased me about something regarding my intelligence, and i snapped the scissors i had in my hand, threatening him:"i armed with a scissors yknow!" and happily snipped a few strands of my hair that was dangling just over the scissors. absolutely brilliant!


then i was going to show him the comics section, and thought he was behind me all the time when he suddenly popped out in front of me. i jumped, and while laughing, i walked into the metal chair that you can stand on to get your books on higher shelves, making a loud embarrassing noise. took us about 2 minutes to stop laughing! haha :D


on the trip home today, i finally came to a conclusion. there's no use harping on something thats not going to happen. i'm going to try and put anything, everything (or nothing) behind me and move on with my life. there's so many things i can do with my time, if i just take my mind off things. such as spending more time with my friends, whom i really really treasure. they are one main reason why i love RJ so much, why i enjoy school and why i will never ever regret or forget my days in RJ. it's amazing, the people i can relate to, talk to, count on when i need them, have fun with, and be myself around. i sure hope the friendships that i make in RJ would last me a lifetime, because frankly, i could live off these people (:


shihui came over to give me a hug after econs lecture. she climbed flights of stairs up, just to give me a hug! and she told me that she's been wanting to give me one since three days ago. the words of concern that come from zhihe, jinghan and shuangwei when i cough/sneeze/whine really do make me feel better. shuang will give me her massages that clear the worst of headaches, zhihe will cheer me up by being retarded or himself, and jing will give me a power hug! denise yona and lihua are always there to hear me rant, listen to my story the umpteenth time, laugh at silly things that aren't even funny, and simply be there for me.


i've been waiting for that silver lining in this dark ominous cloud, that i created . i think i've found it, and it has always been there. (: thanks, friends.