i just watched ugly betty and the stupid show dealt me a cliffhanger on its final episode! pfft. so i'm here on my new lappie in my room (praying that my parents dont find me) wikipedia-ing ugly betty and desperate housewives, cause the upcoming episode on channel 5 seems so sad and i just wont believe that the directors would kill tom. like seriously, cute sweet blond tom??? no way!
im gonna youtube it now and hope i find the episode since i would be away on the day its showing. haha ive not started packing btw, no one in my family's packing it doesnt even seem like we're going on holiday. but whatevz i'll pack tomorrow after LUNCH WITH SHIHUI ((:
shihui: i rarely have such sweet dreams! xD the movie is only starting to show this month i think! (: ROBBIE ROBBIE ROBBIEE!
toodles babes. it feels good to be online at this hour though, im usually shooed off way before that :D
Bobbed; at12:40 AM.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
<3!
I HAD THE MOST AMAZING DREAM LAST NIGHT.
i dreamt that we were back in NEW ZEALAND, but with different people. some good some bad. it was more like a class outing than anything else, but anyway, guess who was with us?
ROBBIE and TOM from angus thongs and perfect snogging!
who cares about tom, really, ROBBIEE robbie robbie robbieeeee.
but there was an annoying person in the group too and she kinda spoiled the dream slightly. but whatever, i was back in nz, and there was robbieeee~
here's a youtube slideshow of him! aaron johnson *swoooon* the movie's kinda silly though. we watched it on the plane to auckland, but me, andrea, shihui and geri were head over heeeels in lovee with him.
"robbie robbie robbie, oooh la la!"
Bobbed; at10:52 AM.
Friday, December 5, 2008
i feel like a hermit crab ): after the geog trip, i just feel like staying home and bob my time away. (maybe i just miss the geogtrippers too much x) so i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. yknow i actually enjoy jet lag quite a bit. it makes me think of NZ constantly, like how right now, we'd be returning back to our motel/chalet for dinner, and shihui and i would be hoping that room arrangements stay the same, and we'd be complaining about the greasy dinner, or sleeping soundly on the bus.)
but i can't just bob my time away! i've so much things to do, i've to meet up with my friends (not that thats a chore, not at all), i've to start studying, i've to go back to dance, etc etc. i can't just stay home and watch my FMA, or my korean dramas and cry over lame sob stories.
haish. 1 more month to the holidays ): then its time to start dancing/studying for syf/A levels!
i hate reality checks ;_;
Bobbed; at11:39 AM.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I teared when I watched this part on the plane. It gave me goosebumps like crazy.
So confusing, so confusing. How I wish I could switch off that immature, reckless, brainless side of me, and focus on the current important things in my life.
Still missing NZ. Daniel's right, I can't stop looking at photos ):
Bobbed; at8:18 PM.
GEOG TRIP: NZ
SHIHUI: aw mans, you have no idea! i see you've got jetlagged too (: i woke up at freaking 5am today!!! i just jolted awake and couldn't go back to sleep cause its 10am there already!!! and i got sooooo hungry cause our breakfast was usually at 8. I MISS NZ ); );
i've been awake for 5 hours already, cause i woke up at 5 am!! which is 10am kiwitime. starting to feel the effects of jetlagged xD bet zeehee is dying now, he'd be 11 hours jetlagged when he arrives in turkey, cause kiwitime is 5 hours ahead, and turkey is 6 hours behind. but zeeheewhee was kind enough to leave back 955 of the 1200+ photos that we took using his fantastically awesome camera (: here's some of them!
the start of shopping! we were buying cookies at the subway outlet in some mart, along the cbd area in auckland (: mine was white chocolate chip cookie! yums. its much cheaper than singapore. 3 for 2bucks i think!
our first jump shot! (: we were on Mt. Eden, alongside a massive crater which was super steep. the sky's gorgeous, isn't it!
Bestie-roommate love!!!!!! (love my orange pants too.)
mr kamal made this joke about my pants, that if i got lost, they'd be really handy cause i can take them off and wave them around to get attention! i even blended into the flowers when i took pictures. damn cool yos.
crazy jump shot taken by zeehee from his bedroom window at our second lodging, kiwipaka waitomo! tomo = hole (: so our favourite phrase became: ass-tomo.
everyone went down the hill to this little playground at the end of the road, where we played with the swings and attempted to squeeze into the narrow slide. zeehee our fab photographer took this (: don't we look happay.
:D one of a series of photographs me and shuiii took, depicting our reactions to something not very pleasant! i love zeehee's camera la, omg the lighting looks gorgeous. like some professional photoshoot!
on the 3rd day, we went to the national park! where we saw SNOW! :D
fantabulous danseurs on the trip (: awesome background!
this photo was taken by shuii! (: kenneth quek threw snow at me just when i was posing for a photo, so tadah! damn pro!
mr kamal, posing for a shot with me (: (i really threw snow at him)
i stumbled and fell over into the snow which was rather difficult to walk on, and my feet became freezing cold!!! and if you look carefully, i've really interesting shoes on xD
after leaving the national park we went to lots of sightseeing places. here's one of them, at the rapids.
:D
then, we played BLOKART! :D
super pro looking! haha its really fun, you control the blokart by tightening the string to make it faster, and letting it go to make it slow down. sometimes the wind can overturn your blokart! and you feel yourself going up to one side, teetering. its damn fun!!! super exhilarating.
after that we went to the marae :D maori's home!
where we took crazy hell lot of jumpshots:
this one was supposed to depict a bird (: too bad you cant see my face clearly, i look like tweety!
on the last day we went to the farm:
i fed the horse and it salivated all over my hand! which totally explains my expression in this photo xD
another jumpshot at the farm (:
these are only sneak peeks of our trip!!! omg i miss nz so much, it feels so surreal, being back home. cant believe the geog trip's over ): we cant squeal: I CANT WAIT FOR THE GEOG TRIP anymore. i miss everything about it:
from late night talks with shihui, sleeping on the bus, to camwhoring with everybody on the trip, shopping, sleeping during briefings, watching jellyfish sleep during briefings, planning clothes for the next day, packing luggage on my own, playing card games with crazy friends, having dinner/breakfast/lunch everyday with my favourite people...
the list goes on and on (:
i wont mind doing it all over again.
geog trip ftw!!!!
Bobbed; at9:50 AM.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
BACK
BOB'S BACK!
i don't have any photos, all my photos are in others' cameras. hahaha but anyway:
NZ IS AWESOME POSSUMS MAN. love the trip, love the trippers!
everyone was fun and cool, teachers and guides and drivers included! we joked we laughed we played we camwhoredddd!!!
it was amazing (: the best 2000bucks ever spent.
here's a hint of the camwhoreness:
LOVE THE ROOM-MATE TOO!!! :D
p.s.: my luggage weighed 16kg when i went, and 27.2kg when i returned. power!
Bobbed; at6:03 PM.
Monday, November 24, 2008
leaving for nz early tomorrow morning! it'd be my first trip away from home, on my own! :O i've a feeling i'm gonna be super duper homesick ):
i'm quite excited though! haha my luggage is full! like really full. but i still think i didnt bring enough.
ok i'm not gonna blog much, i wanna go spend some quality time with my family. will miss them so :(
here's a picture for you guys (: don't miss me! (just kidding!)
When i had short hair!
i'm gonna change the desktop picture to my face (: just to surprise me mam. lubdub~! see you guys in a week!
9 MORE HOURS TO NZ!
Bobbed; at9:06 PM.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
tired!
jianying: haha! b(cube) :D funny ah, no you cant call me that! i've got enough nicknames already.
cheryl: HI! hahaha eh they're not really bangs laa, dont be so shocked. its side swept bangs. yknow my fringe is always to the side? well just imagine it alot shorter, and across my forehead, like a piece of salmon. i dont have the guts to cut bangs la, me face so round, i'd look like a coconut ): cant wait for our date! :D
i'm sooooo tired. cass slept over at my place last night and we watched korean drama serials until 4. we're crazy la, both of us had pt early morning at 8 in school! so we only have 2 hours of sleep. we dillyed so much, lazed so much, that we had to cab anyway. fortunately after running, it kinda cleared my head and i was much more awake.
BUT. during dance today, we did this expression of emotion thing, and i was to express sadness. i cried my eyes out, and after dance i was so zoned. i was, what senghenk says, emotion zero. now i'm just willing my eyes not to close on me cause i'm so freaking tireeedzzzzzzz~ i'd post pictures if i werent.
...
and ive not packed!!!! D:
THREE MORE DAYS TO NZ!
Bobbed; at5:00 PM.
Friday, November 21, 2008
FELICIA CANT BELIEVE SHE'S GOT BANGS.
FREAKING BANGS!!!
i told the hairdresser to cut my fringe shorter, and i left the salon feeling quite.. hm. now that i look into the mirror, i realise i've got bangs ): side swept bangs. like one whole chunk, some dead flopping fish looking thing.
zzzzzzzz.
zeehee! i bring one bottle to nz for you la k, paint all you want :D
<3!
Bobbed; at1:01 PM.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Yoghurt Granola
I discovered a really healthy and yummy snack! I refused to touch the tubs of B&Js in the freezer, and my mom was asking me to eat some yoghurt since we bought such an enormous tub of it. Usually i hate the taste of yoghurt, its a bit too gelate for me. Like sticking to your tongue and everything, i prefer ice cream!
BUT when i tasted the yoghurt that my mom and i bought, i suddenly thought of the box of granola bits i bought. Yknow the awesome crunchy bits you have in your Banana Nut Crunch cereal? Not the cereal parts, but the granola bits, which give the sweet banana flavour when you bite them apart! Anyway, i bought a huge carton of those, cause i love them so much. A carton of granola bits! loves.
I added spoonfuls of them to the yoghurt and voilaaaa~ yumyums!
It looks kinda icky, but trust me! its delicious! super addictive. and healthy too! (: I got the idea from turkey. had the same thing there but with honey and opium seeds.
At first i was really turned off by the yoghurt, but i was pleasantly surprised (:
I use F&N yoghurt. WHICH REMINDS ME OMG please do NOT buy F&N yoghurt! IT HAS TRANS FATS. I JUST REMEMBERED. the other day i bought yoghurt from the same brand in school and cherrie told me to check the nutrition label IT HAS TRANS FATS AND TRANS FATS CANT BE BURNT NO MATTER WHAT. its like ingesting cellulite, ew.
so use meiji and you'd be safe (:
but this yoghurt is yummy la, cant deny. oh mans, i just remembered. ):
those cheaters dare call it LOW FAT. sheeeeesh.
Here's what it looks like! (: go try it soon, its really yummy!
p.s: i've got pink nails! bright pink! too pink! O.O
FIVE MORE DAYS TO NZ~!
Bobbed; at9:47 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I feel inspired.
I feel that surging feeling through my veins, urging me to get on my feet.
I feel eager to prove myself, to show the world what I can do.
I feel a need to dance my heart out, lose my breath and feel my chest pumping with adrenaline.
I feel the power of dance.
Bobbed; at10:55 PM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Regret.
I'm feeling terrible ): physically and emotionally.
well for starters, dance yesterday was one of the toughest most gruelling ones i've had so far in RJ. I've never been so exhausted so far, and yes i still am. Laoshi just drilled us over and over again, and its not even near SYF. by the time dance was over, i was just flopping about like some dead fish, and this morning i couldn't drag myself out of bed, and it feels like a broke 2 ribs or something, my abs hurt like crazy. i feel so hopelessly lousy in dance, and i hope i find some confidence or i'd be even worse.
emotionally? well there are so many million factors. yknow one thing that flashes through my mind ever so often nowadays, is regret. i regret doing so many things this year, not only this year but my entire life of course. but if i would, i'd relive this year over again. it's the little things that i've done that make me cringe whenever i think of it, and its making me so upset, i don't even know why.
i wish i had been more sensible, less crazy, and more thoughtful of my surroundings as well as my future. I should've spent more time on my work, dance, my friends, instead of my aimless way of living in the first half of the year. i could've been such a nicer person than i was in this past year to so many people. less bitching, more caring. now when i look back, i was such a critical bitch, i wonder how my friends could stand me.
so i'm so thankful to my friends, each and everyone of you, who stood and still stand by me, for your patience and love. its amazing how you can stand me, when sometimes i cant even stand my own proud, ignorant, selfish, show-off, loud and irritating self.
so that would be one of my resolutions for this coming year 2009: be a nicer person and show more consideration and tact in my actions.
-if you were gonna ask or wondering; no, this entry does not apply to you at all, and i hope you'd stop reading my blog and have anything to do with me from this day on-
Bobbed; at2:12 PM.
Friday, November 14, 2008
JUST FOR LAUGHS
This, zeehee, is how retarded you are.
*WINKS*
Bobbed; at11:27 AM.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
More than a Love Song
What can I say? I miss your eyes;
Nothing more
What can a love song provide?
Nothing more
More than a love song can give
More than a feeling like this
More than a dim light upon the path you walk
More than the words can explain
More than the falling rain
More than the sunshine upon your lovely face
It's more than a love song
More than a Love Song - Augustana
Bobbed; at6:30 PM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
You are the...
Bobbed; at5:37 PM.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
I said that I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then "Pop", goes my heart.
I just hope that you are that little bit of twisted fate I have, that makes all this worthwhile,
Because I'm getting tired of second guessing.
Bobbed; at8:46 PM.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
WANTED
I MET SOMEONE YESTERDAY.
SHE'S THE MOST ADORABLE THING ALIVE I'M TELLING YOU with exceptions of course ;)
BUT ANYWAY, YEA SHE'S SO CUTE SHE LAUGHS WHEN I MAKE SILLY FACES AT HER AND GIGGLES SWEETLY.
WITH THOSE CUTE BOOTS ON, SHE NEARLY CAUSED ME TO HAVE AN HEART ATTACK.
IN THAT 1 MINUTE I INTERACTED WITH HER, I CAN TELL THAT STRONG AFFINITY BETWEEN THE TWO OF US.
I THINK I MIGHT TURN GAY.
LEMME SHOW YOU THE WONDERFUL CREATURE...
TADAH! isn't she adorablezzzzzz. omg maternity instinct going strong!!! i shld put up WANTED notices for this little bundle of joy. i wanted to kidnap her but i don't wanna go to jail ): so yea, that was the end of our long term relationship. sobz.
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Felicia wishes she has more than 24 hours a day, to spend with all the people that she loves. 24 hours really ain't enough.
to cheryl: sorry for delaying our funky date ): really really sorry!
Bobbed; at10:33 PM.
Monday, November 3, 2008
"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."
~ Bernard Meltzer
Thank you for being mine.
Bobbed; at10:00 PM.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
my current mood is so...
...you have no idea.
Bobbed; at10:56 AM.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
'Cause what would love be without wishful thinking...
